• MARCH 7th, 2025

March 16th, 2025

Hailey,

I honestly don’t know how to start this. Through this additional year together I have seen so much of who you are and I can 100%, 200%, 300%, 1000% confirm that you are the most amazing person ever. I really need to start to expand my vocabulary to tell you how amazing you are but even then I don’t think there is a word itself or even enough words that can describe how amazing of a person you are to me. Maybe I will have to go to one of those places to argue for a word to be created just so that I can describe you in that word but then it’d be confusing because the definition of that word would be composed of all of the most positive words in existence. Hopefully that makes sense. I am weird. Anyways, this anniversary you gave me an amazing gift. It can’t even be classified as just a ‘gift’ because its basically 316 gifts in one. And just from the amount I have read so far I know each and everyone are made with so much love. You are so cute, kind, thoughtful, amazing, compassionate, supportive, intelligent, resilient, creative, beautiful, lovely, charming, gorgeous, lovely again, affectionate, romantic, dedicated, understanding, and perfect. You even made me a cooking notebook, I can’t wait to do these recipes for you when we get the chance. I love you! I was hoping to write this letter to you sooner but the past week has been pretty busy as you may know. You have told me many times this week how proud of me you are and each and every time you do it makes me feel something special. It reminds me of the feeling I had that time we were in that ‘cabin’ (I say ‘cabin’ because the modern cabins my family have been to are not cabins to you, like how I would like to camp and such compared to your camping definition haha), the one with that creepy hobbit hole in the closet, and I said I love you when we were about to head to bed and you said it back. I jolted and was like “huh what?!”. It’s a feeling I can’t really explain out well but it’s just like all the love I feel for you over all our time together each day jumbles up and slaps me in one moment with your sweet words. I am so proud of you too. You’ve been doing so well and seeing you play, work, take care of anything (I mean anything, like picking up after the dogs haha)…just watching you do anything, always makes me think of how lucky I am to be with you. I love when you laugh, I love when you pout when I am heading home, I love when you smother me with the annoying like kisses, I love your kisses, I love your hugs, I love your cuddles, I love your body, I love your smile, I love how you say “squishy face” to your cat, I love how you baby voice all the other cuties, I love when your upset and I can make you smile by doing things (especially things you do to me to make me smile too like non-stop kisses), I love your cooking, I love your nerdiness, I love your light sensitivity, I love your blindness, I love spending time with you no matter what we end up doing even if it’s nothing, I love that you are my best friend, I love that I can share anything and everything with you, and most importantly I love that you are mine and that you love me too. Not a day goes by now where I don’t think about getting older together. I look so so so forward to our future and I can’t wait to see what is in store for us. You make me a better person. Whether you believe it or not I feel everything that has happened since we met has all been because the clock of my life started when I met you. You have been the biggest motivation ever in my life and I wouldn’t want it any different. I love you so much and I wish to write you more. But we will save that for your next letters. I love you.

~ Your ‘Nerd’ who will always deny it, Nolan

I used Nerd here as it’s been the most frequently used one this year ❤ sad that I am not on campus dorms anymore but so happy that I am spending almost all my time with you at yours.